The time to decide will come. What to do after secondary school education. Go overseas? Poly? JC? These would be the 3 main choices I have. Everyone says JC is the best. Well of course Mrs Koh said “you’ll miss out on all the fun if you go to Poly”. Well with all due respect, I wanna try something new you see. Even going overseas, staying all by myself in a hostel would definitely be an adventure for me.

So what if I don’t get a fantastic education, or some top degree. As long as you do something you’re interested in, it’s fine with me. And it’s not all about a job when you grow up. Like I mentioned to Jocina before, my little dream is to take part in the Olympics (trust me this dream came wayy before Beijing 2008).

It’s riduculously near to the O levels already and I’m not feeling the pressure. Couple years ago, when I think about the Os, I’ll see myself mugging through the night weeks before the exam, cause Os were the big thing. I see the Os as the “judgement day” and stuff like that, and that it would be that period of time which would rly get me to stay on my ass and do whats right.

How wrong I am. 2 months more and it’s all over. And look at me, taking things so easily. I honestly expected it to be much much much much more stressful than this but school just breezes past day by day. Beginning of this year, when the HODs talked to us and stuff, yeah everyone was saying “Oh man, let’s do this”, “This is it, O Level Year”, “One last final stretch” and so on. But seriously, after a couple of weeks, we know it’s not like that.

I’m taking things too darn easiy, and I’m terribly afraid of that.

Part of me’s already yelling out “START WORKING JUSTIN!”

The other’s calling me to sit back, relax, take things as they come, be confident, and enjoy the scenery as it passes you in life.

Mrs Koh will kill me if she read this post.